I bawled when I wrote these next two chapters. I still can’t read them without tearing up.
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Elizabeth Ann West
Chapter 12 - A Summer Shame, a Pride and Prejudice Variation
By afternoon, the staff of Blaylock House were attended to, quartered with the staff of Starvet House or with a few tenant families that were relations and Elizabeth Darcy collapsed in her bed, thoroughly exhausted. Her rest was short lived when not two hours later, the screams of Lydia Bennet woke everyone resting above stairs, including Mr. Graham Hamilton.
Elizabeth and Jane rushed to their sister’s suite to find a panting Lydia, squatting on the floor and holding a bed post.
“It hurts! It hurts!” She paused in her panted speaking to groan through another contraction. “Help me!”
Jane hustled over to Lydia and wrapped her arms under the younger girl’s shoulders to give her support while Elizabeth left to find Mrs. Buchanan. The house was eerily quiet as almost everyone had been up the whole night. Rushing down the hall of the servant’s area, Mrs. Darcy didn’t care what example she was setting by running. Reaching the housekeeper’s private room, she knocked profusely until the older woman opened the door.
“Gracious alive! Has Mr. Hamilton worsened? Is it fever?”
“No, ’tis Lydia. It’s time.”
Mrs. Buchanan fretted and flustered, wiping her hands on her gown as she spun a few times looking around her room. The woman’s lack of sleep weighed heavily on her mental processes, though in a few moments she spied what she was trying to puzzle out. A quick jot of her pen and she had two messages for the doctor and midwife to hurry.
Giving the messages to the errand boys, Mrs. Buchanan woke up more maids and started the kitchen staff on boiling extra water. Elizabeth left feeling the preparations were well in hand and returned to Lydia’s bedroom. She met her husband and Mr. Hamilton in the hall, one bewildered and the other wearing a face full of shame.
“I say, I did not know you had another sister in residence, Mrs. Darcy. She sounds like the devil be whipping her personally in there. Has anyone fetched the doctor?” Mr. Hamilton stood in the hall, frustrated that his bandaged hands made his otherwise stocky Scottish build feeble and unable to even open a door.
“Come, Graham. We’ll talk in my study.” Mr. Darcy pecked his wife on the cheek before leaving her, the only show of affection he dared to do in company.
“We’ll see her through this, sir.” Elizabeth gave her husband her fiercest look of determination and felt lifted when he gave her a weak, but confident smile. As soon as the men left the hall, Elizabeth opened the door to see Lydia disrobed to just her chemise and Jane trying to coax her to the birthing chair.
“So soon?” Elizabeth rushed forward to help Jane, who shrugged as they lifted poor Lydia away from clutching the now heavily scratched bed post.
“I’m not sure, but I don’t know what to do,” Jane whispered. Elizabeth too was at a loss as neither of them had attended a birth before this. As Jane and Elizabeth managed to get Lydia to the chair, the two ladies quietly tried to work out which one of them would check Lydia’s nether regions when Mrs. Buchanan arrived.
“Oh look at you Miss Lydia! Bringing a dear life into this world! Now there’s a good girl, you close your eyes and push through that pain, one, two, three, four . . .” The older woman rolled up her sleeves and without ceremony reached below to check Lydia’s progress while brightly talking to the soon-to-be-mother.
As Lydia rested between contractions, Mrs. Buchanan turned to accept a towel from the maid and wiped her hands. “Mrs. Darcy, Miss Bennet, may I have a word with you in the hall?” She nodded to the two maids who stepped up to pat Lydia’s brows with a cool towel while the other one spoke calming and cheerful words.
In the hall, the two pale faced ladies held each other’s hands as they waited to hear the wiser woman’s observations. Mrs. Buchanan shook her head slowly. “The babe is early and not turned right.”
“Turned? The baby turns inside?” Jane’s eye widened in horror.
Mrs. Buchanan realized while she had attended scores of births in her four decades on earth, these two young women had nary an ounce of experience for a woman’s lying in.
“A babe moves all about in a mother’s womb until the time nears for the delivery. Then the head comes down, lodging in the woman’s hips, ready for the pushes. Miss Lydia’s babe be feet first, and those babes be the longest and most painful to arrive.”
Elizabeth took in a few calming breaths and asked the question both she and Jane wished most to know. “But they will both survive? Babies do deliver, as you say, feet first?”
The rosy lips of Mrs. Buchanan pressed firmly into a thin line. “It be in the Lord’s hands now. You ladies might get some rest, Miss Lydia has a long time ahead of her and will need you for the final hours. Millie and Susan will assist me until the midwife and Doctor Simpson arrive.”
Trembling, Jane followed Elizabeth to her suite of rooms in an unspoken bond of sisterhood. Neither wished to undress, so in their day gowns they merely cuddled on Elizabeth’s four poster bed like they had for most of their lives at Longbourn.
“Lizzie, what if . . .”
“Pray, Jane. That’s all we can do. Pray.”
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Chapter 12(cont'd) - A Summer Shame, a Pride and Prejudice Variation
In the early hours of the morning not long after midnight, the maid Susan roused Elizabeth and Jane out of their sleep. Groggy, Elizabeth blinked a few times then shot out of the bed as she remembered Lydia was in labor.
“How is Lydia? The baby?”
The maid shook her head. “The babe not be here yet, miss, but Miss Lydia, she needs you both. Mrs. Buchanan told me to fetch you, beg your pardon.”
“No, no, you did right. Have you had any sleep?”
The maid shook her head. “Go wake a replacement for you and find some rest.”
“Thank you ma’am.” She curtsied and left the room.
“Jane, Jane!” Elizabeth rocked the slumbering form of her sister back and forth until finally the fair haired Bennet sister awoke. Jane had a similar reaction as Elizabeth, rushing to activity when she realized the gravity of their situation. “The baby is not here. But they need us.” Elizabeth yawned and slipped her feet into her slippers. Her wrinkled gown would offend no one she was sure, and she only checked the mirror to replace a few pins. Becky, her personal maid, stepped into her bedroom.
“Becky!” Jane greeted the familiar face with a sincere smile.
“I’m here, Mrs. Darcy. Let’s refresh your dress . . .” Becky smiled back at Miss Bennet and began to walk to her mistress’ wardrobe.
“No, there’s no time, I’d like to see my sister now. Where are Mr. Darcy and Mr. Hamilton? Have they retired?”
“Oh yes ma’am, long ago. Should I call for refreshments, you and Miss Jane have not eaten?”
“Has Lydia eaten?” Jane asked. Becky shook her head. “Then we too can await the arrival of our niece or nephew to feast.” Jane clasped Elizabeth’s hand and the two sisters left for Lydia’s room.
The darkness outside made the birthing room eerie and foreboding. Candles and the light of the raging fire in the grate cast large shadows about the walls. Nearly all inside were exhausted beyond measure, with poor Lydia sitting limply in the chair. Two maids supported her as it appeared she had not even the energy to hold herself up.
“The girl is spent! To continue this labor is a danger to both the babe and the mother!” The midwife argued with Dr. Simpson who felt moving Lydia to the bed to allow her to continue her labors and rest between the best course of action.
Jane wasted no time replacing one of the maids supporting her sister. A barely conscious Lydia turned to Jane and whimpered as another contraction swept over her and her head slumped forward as she passed out. The maid on the other side of Lydia grabbed smelling salts and waved them under Lydia’s nose.
Elizabeth watched the entire ordeal in horror, biting her fist to keep from screaming herself. Poor Jane nearly fainted herself, but managed to stay strong. Suddenly, Mrs. Darcy roared to life and ordered the midwife and doctor to do something immediately to save her sister!
“Mrs. Darcy, these things take time. Many a mother passes out from a contraction or two. If we move Miss Lydia to her bed, she will be easier and the babe will come in due time.”
The midwife snorted and Elizabeth regarded the woman with interest. “You disagree?”
“The blood in the pan be too red. Too red! That babe be killing your sister hour by hour. By morning, both will be in Heaven.” The midwife’s matter-of-fact tone calmed Elizabeth despite the horrific verdict her words predicted.
“Your suggestion?”
The midwife waddled back over to the birthing chair and looked at the maid whose eyes widened but nodded. Jane’s lip trembled, but the midwife gave her a stern talking to and told her she was strong enough to do this.
“On the next contraction, you two pin her shoulders back and hold tight lest the banshee grip hold. A’tight, you hear?” The two women nodded profusely and Lydia began to stir, somewhat conscious that something awful was coming.
“Ssh, it’s going to be well, all will be well. We are here, you are not alone.” Jane smoothed her hand over Lydia’s sweat soaked hair until a contraction came, again knocking Lydia out. Instead of grabbing the smelling salts, the maid pushed and held Lydia’s shoulders and Jane followed suit.
The midwife reached into Lydia’s womb and grasping the feet of the infant inside, yanked as hard as she could, bracing her feet at the base of the chair. The doctor’s strong arms caught Mrs. Darcy as she was unprepared for such a gruesome display, and Elizabeth found herself yelling and screaming in Lydia’s stead.
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A kiss at the Netherfield Ball . . .
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By Consequence of Marriage, the first novel in the Moralities of Marriage series that wonders what if Mr. Darcy never saved his sister Georgiana from Wickham’s clutches?
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Chapter 12(cont'd) - A Summer Shame, a Pride and Prejudice Variation
The babe came out blue and not crying, as the afterbirth surged out of Lydia. The midwife swaddled the babe quick as may be, handing it off to the doctor who carried it out of the room. Jane cried out after the baby, and Elizabeth took her place as her older sister followed the doctor.
“Where are you taking him?” Jane quickly walked after the doctor as the screams of Elizabeth had awoken Mr. Darcy who was now standing in the hall.
“He is dead. It’s best the mother not see.”
“He is not dead! He is not!” Jane moved to take the baby from the doctor, who tried to keep the bundle away from her. Mr. Darcy walked forward to intervene.
“What’s this? The babe is stillborn?”
“Yes.” The doctor said as Jane simultaneously answered “No.”
“I saw him move as the midwife pulled him out, he moved! Give him to me and we will warm him.” Jane took the bundle as the doctor released him on Mr. Darcy’s nod.
Jane hurried down to the kitchens, with the doctor following, not believing anything could be done, but curious all the same. Jane remembered years ago when little Gracie Long was born blue and barely moving, they sat her by the fire and massaged her little skin. She had turned pink in no time at all. Jane prayed she could save her nephew in a similar manner.
Thankfully, the fire in the kitchen crackled loudly as the staff milled about to ready breakfast. The sudden appearance of Miss Bennet and Dr. Simpson ceased the lower staff in their work, but Cook immediately recognized the problem. She began to move the big kettle off the rack with long iron tongs, then dragged a stool as close to the hearth as she dared.
Jane opened the bundle and laid the babe on his stomach across her lap, rubbing and rubbing his tiny ribs with gentle love. Shifting her legs side to side in a small rocking motion, she sang the only psalm that came to her, Psalm 23.
By her second rendering, the kitchen staff had joined in and tears flowed down the many faces. Louder and louder Jane uttered the words, looking at the lifeless baby in her hands, ready to give up. A painful silence fell over the kitchen as all felt their efforts futile, the young scullery maids making the sign of the cross.
Reverently, Jane turned her nephew over, to gaze one last time at his serene little face when his nose scrunched up and the most miraculous sound of all rent the air. A sturdy baby’s cry!
Upstairs, Elizabeth and the maid had helped Lydia to her bed, changing her chemise into a fresh clean one and laying half a dozen towels beneath her as she still bled profusely. The midwife clucked her tongue as she inspected the after birth.
Mr. Darcy was allowed entrance to the room once the birthing evidence was removed. He stopped short at his first gaze of Lydia. The young girl lay pale as the white sheets around her and flashbacks of his own mother flooded his mind. Elizabeth recognized her husband’s discomfort and rushed to him for an embrace. He gently patted his wife’s hair as the two clung to one another for strength.
“Does she live?” he asked, hoarsely. As if in response, Lydia’s eyes fluttered open and she turned her head towards them, soundlessly moving her lips.
Elizabeth left her husband’s embrace to rush to Lydia’s side, bending her ear to hear her sister’s need.
“I am so very sorry,” she managed in the lightest of whispers.
Elizabeth watched in horror as Lydia’s eyes fluttered once more and she lost consciousness, her breathing barely perceptible. Losing her strength, Elizabeth’s knees buckled as she cried the only word she could.
“Fitzwilliam!”
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A Summer Shame Book 3 of the Seasons of Serendipity
a Pride and Prejudice novella variation series
Release Date: November 23, 2014
33,000 words, ~162 pages in print.
The third novella in the Seasons of Serendipity sees the Bennet sisters divided by countries, not counties. Still struggling to find family stability after the death of Mr. Bennet, Elizabeth joined with her new husband, Fitzwilliam Darcy, converts her honeymoon in Scotland into a mission of hiding Lydia’s scandal. Jane Bennet, under the wing of Lady Matlock, learns that taking on the mantle of family champion comes with tight corset strings attached. Saving face in soirees with the Ton, Jane must fend off the talons of society’s climber and discovers she has a much deeper decision to make about her own future.
A Summer Shame is the third book in a series planned to chronicle 4 years of the Darcy-Bennet-Fitzwilliam families. Death, marriage, changing fortunes, and politics test Jane Austen’s wonderful characters in an alternate universe where the girls have not the protection of their father.
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